We are planning to go june 28th and be at home aug 1st. Be away from my parents for one month!! Oh god, I can't belive it. It's going to be great! Nobody to watch me eat, and when I am far away from home I will onlly eat a bit breakfast, drink alot of water and go to a party at night. Wow, this is going to be so cool! I guess if I look after that my BMI does not go below 15 then they can't refuse me to go, because I'm not emaciated before I'm under 15. So if I only goes down to 99, then my BMI will be 15.1 *smile* Thats the way I have to do it. I have finally found a solution. Yay!

I saw this terrible movie to night, "nattevakten" It's a Danish feature film. It was awfull. I wish I never had seen it....

My mum did bake buns this evening. NOOOOOOOOOO!!!! I did eat three of them. FUCK! I'm gonna be up to 110 again tomorrow. I'm such a failure! But from now on I'm gonna be on a strick diet. I have to manage it this time. Wish me luck:)

Love Nemi

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